Moi.

You know…  I must admit something to you all: I’m not a very good self-portrait person. I never really have been. I actually really only like one photo I’ve ever taken of myself, and that would be the one I think I’ve used the most. But I took some new photos of myself today… mainly because I did my hair up all nice and messy. Jaja! Yeah, I know, it’s crazy. But the thing is, I really did make this hairstyle pretty messy. Every hairstyle I do turns out that way. It just does. It’s me; sniff sniff. Jaja! no, actually, I think of it more as being my signature that I can’t do a smooth style. :)

It’s how I roll! or twist, in this case. Here’s the style, if you’d like to see what it’s supposed to look like: twist updo. I mean, that girl is so pretty! And she did it so nicely! Maybe it’s because I didn’t use anything in my hair, like hairspray and gel and all that. Maybe that’s it. I haven’t used that stuff in my hair for a long time… even when I was using it, I didn’t use it often. I’ve never been that kinda girl. It’s more like, “Oh look! a ponytail! I shall wear my hair like this forever!” Amanda and Jocelyn used to beg me to put my hair up a different way. Hey, it was easy and I knew I couldn’t pull off many other styles by myself. It’s just how I roll. Or ponytail, if you know what I mean.

I’m terribly sorry I didn’t realize the mirror was dirty… EEK. Look at that thing. If you hadn’t noticed before, I’m sure you noticed now. Me and my big mouth giving away my dirty secrets. Jaja! I’m in a jovial mood today… I think it’s because I did my hair and took some photos of me. I thought I needed a new Facebook profile photo too..

I ended up using that one ^ for my profile. :) I don’t think I’ll ever be able to really smile in a photo and actually like it, and be able to use it… At least, while I am looking at the camera.

One more for kicks. :) Just don’t hurt yourself from the kicking. I might be a cruel author, but I am not a cruel blogger. ‘Least, I don’t think I am. *shifts eyes*

as ever,
-Rachel